its already halfway through the month and i already only have £3.38 in my bank account. all bills paid, including the damn rent and the shitty iPhone contract of 24 dumb months.
i probably dont have enough food to last the next two weeks, especially as me and lisa cooked everything we owned last night to welcome her back after isle of wight festival. (it was bluddy good though - and i made some sweeeet tziatsziki dip for cucumber stick - num num num).
i definitely dont really have enough money for petrol unless i start mincing around milton keynes picking people up from bus stops and taking them where they like for £1... pretty much not up for some dutty chav getting in my car thats all thats holding me back to be perfectly honest...
so all basics aside, i definitely am not achieving my goal of being independant and doing what i like. im already running two jobs, which halves my actual time to do so already - let alone being taxed even more so essentially im still not making any money... so what is an 18 year old girl with no a levels or university aspirations to do?
mmm. get some a levels and go to university and prove to everyone how sick i am? haha. its definitely on the debation of the mind right now - not gunna lie. it seems i cant get the work i want without it...
im going to london tonight to see a little girl thats my friend from austria called tini. sttttooookkkeeddd. :):):):). approximately only 46 minutes till home time from the metal box with no windows i like to call work. YIP!YIP!
and if lisa hasnt left me any dominoes from earlier; i might stamp on her little come-down face.
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